Friday, August 24, 2012
Tension and Triumphs
Wow, what a week. So many new people and work patterns! My head is spinning. Fortunately, today I get to stay home, and though I still have to do some work, I expect the spinning will cease.
Last night I had two interesting dreams involving being attacked. In one, I was with a bunch of other people in a convenience store when a woman walked in with a gun and robbed us all -- at which point, I woke up. In another, I was walking by myself along a forest path, carrying a heavy load of some kind across my shoulders, when I passed a man coming the other way. He turned to follow me, and I could see his shadow as he raised a club to strike me. I turned and confronted him, and woke up.
I can only assume that I'm having these dreams because of the new job. Which is silly, because nobody has made me feel vulnerable or threatened -- in fact, they've all been very nice and welcoming. It's just my own innate insecurity, I suppose.
(My violent dreams may also stem from the fact that Dave and I have been watching "Breaking Bad" at night on Netflix -- I think we're almost done with season two now. What a great show!)
I am looking forward to this weekend, when Dave and I decamp to Norfolk while the Notting Hill Carnival turns our neighborhood upside down!
On the good news front, a few more of my photos have appeared on local news blogs. Woo hoo! I'm less enthusiastic about this person, who picked up one of my photos and posted it without credit to Facebook, where it has been widely shared. I guess that's just the way things work in the Wild World of the Internet.
(Photos: Some of the colorful plywood barriers that have been erected in the neighborhood to keep people out of hedges and off private property during the carnival. These particular barriers were produced by an arts organization called Brownbaby along with children from Colville and St. Mary's, two local schools.)
Wow. You hardly ever remember your dreams. I would pay attention to them even if you think they're silly.
ReplyDeleteA new job is always hardest at the beginning. You have to literally cut new neural pathways, learn how to learn the job, after which you can actually learn the job.
Zero to 120 for you this week ... no wonder you feel under attack. Of course you will prevail, but if I were you, I'd cut myself some slack for awhile. Yes? I say yes.
congrats on the new job! but glad you get to stay home today. you are like me, i think we decided, an introvert, and we need that solo time to recharge.
ReplyDeletebreaking bad! omg, yes!
I don't sleep well enough to dream.
ReplyDeleteYou're wondering over into Mike territory with those dreams. The closest I get is having to go to the bathroom & the toilet is in the middle of the mall with no stall :)
ReplyDeleteLOVE the artwork!
Yikes, what horrible dreams! Dreams can leave you so exhausted, like you didn't really "sleep" at all.
ReplyDeleteLove the barriers with their flower children.
Hope you have a great weekend away with no more scary dreams.
And congrats on getting your photos out there!
Not sure what kind of response you'll get, but if you click the "Report this photo" link, there is a "This is my intellectual property" option.
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