Thursday, September 5, 2024

Sleepless, With an Extra Pillow


I just had a terrible night's sleep. Don't you hate that? I went to bed at my normal time (10-ish) and woke up about an hour later, and I was up and down from then until 3:30 a.m. or so. Olga asked to go out twice, which is very unusual in the middle of the night, and I don't know whether she didn't feel well or simply did it because I was awake. Otherwise, I just lay there, mulling things over.

I wasn't even worried about anything in particular, but of course if you lie awake for four and a half hours you're going to find something to worry about, or get annoyed about, or some injustice to replay in your mind over and over on a continuous loop. As always, now that it's morning, I feel completely removed from all of those thoughts, as if they happened to another person.

One thing I did worry about yesterday were those dogs (above). I was walking to work and I passed them on Finchley Road, and they seemed completely unattended. They had no visible collar or identification and were foraging through the trash. As you can see, they look pretty healthy, and ultimately I just kept walking. But I wondered if I should have called 999 (the British version of 911) and stayed with them until help arrived. It would have made me ridiculously late for work, and I'm not sure how I could have corralled them, being one person with no leashes or collars. In fact, I was afraid I'd spook them if I hung around -- but I know if someone found Olga wandering on Finchley Road I'd want them to look out for her.

So I probably screwed that up. Hopefully they're OK. They seemed like they knew what they were doing, unlike that panicked little dog I saw running loose in Buenos Aires.


Here are some other oddities I encountered yesterday on the sidewalk. First, a fragment of a doll from Provence, in a very fancy but faded costume. I assume she was discarded because she was so faded. She has also headless, but still had one slender arm protruding from beneath her blue shawl.


And I found this neck pillow on a pile of debris in St. John's Wood, color-coordinated with the pallets and bins around it. Doesn't that make a nice still life?

I didn't keep either of these items. In fact I didn't even touch the pillow. Too much ick factor.


When I got home I cut down the rest of the teasel forest -- at least the ones in the middle of the grass. I really didn't want them to re-seed. As you can see, we still have a second generation coming, which will grow tall and bloom next summer. And I kept the ones in the center flower bed and a single one in the bed to the left, so the birds can nibble on those seeds. Striking a balance!

Oh, and I wound up not going to that photo exhibit at the Royal Geographic Society. The event was cancelled because the presenter (I didn't even realize there was a presenter) had Covid. C'est la vie.

We got some rain last night. That was one tiny benefit of lying awake -- I could hear the rain pattering down, hopefully reinvigorating our grass and all our dry plants.

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  1. Inspired by you, I started looking around me when I walk outside, maybe I too will find interesting things, unfortunately it's not happening yet, or maybe I don't have the right eye.

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    1. But at least you're looking and you'll see more, and then it's a matter of figuring out how to make it photo-worthy.

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    2. I once saw a single Barbie doll shoe and my mind made up an entire story of Barbie being kidnapped and leaving clues, like the shoe.

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  2. I am glad of the rain too....for my garden and my pal's garden that I am looking after for the next 2 weeks ! She has got numerous pots of plants and it takes ages to water them all in dry weather ! I hope that those 2 labs were OK and found their way home.

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    1. Oh yeah, if you have to care for two gardens, this rain is a godsend!

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  3. Why couldn't you sleep? Peel back the layers and you will uncover some kind of suppressed guilt. Either that or your subconscious was reminding you that you had forgotten to mark Newspaper Carrier Day.

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    1. I'm not sure I feel guilty about anything. But thanks, Dr. Freud.

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  4. My mother would have panicked about unattended dogs and insist we did something. Mother, is your own telephone not working? I hope the dogs are street smart. Would 999 be happy with a dog report, unless it was attacking a person or another animal?
    I wonder if the day after the overnight rain, you speak in a laconic Australian manner and say, 'Well, we needed the rain'.

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    1. I have no idea whether 999 would be the best place to call, but it's all I could think of. (And even then not until I'd walked away!) As Gwynneth says below, maybe the RSPCA would have been better.

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  5. RSPCA for the dogs? Many councils also have dog wardens..
    You have some of our rain!...we actually have some of your sun today... relief!

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    1. I wouldn't begin to know how to contact a dog warden. But yeah, I could have tried RSPCA, maybe. It's hard when you're on your way somewhere and on a timetable.

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  6. What a relief that you didn’t touch that pillow. I don’t even want to imagine the ick. I, too, would have stewed about those dogs. But they sure do look robust. So sorry about the sleepless night. Rain is one of those sound spa options I used to use to sleep. It’s a shame the real thing didn’t help.

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    1. The dog thing was so strange. They seemed to at home and well-fed!

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  7. Hopefully you'll sleep so much better tonight.
    Encountering two large unattended dogs would give me the creeps.

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    1. They didn't seem dangerous but I was also wary of provoking them.

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  8. Can't say I enjoy sleep. Though do accept sleep as a biological necessity to keep one's sanity. HA! What I do enjoy are my dreams. Parallel universe. And so informative.

    I tend to sleep for about four hours at a stretch. When I do wake up, naturally at the hour of death (four in the morning), I don't toss and turn. I sit up, in the dark, for an hour or so. Silence. Letting thoughts come and go. It's a sort of meditative "me"-time. A bonus. And illuminating. Occasionally I will lie down again and sleep will snatch me back for two hours or so to wake as fresh as a daisy in the morning dew. Which reminds me: Few things are more delicious than a post-op nurse gently slapping you round the face as you come out of an anaesthetic. Enter the Hallelujah Chorus.

    The dogs? It's a miracle you didn't take them home, planted them in some fresh compost and watered them.

    The doll from Provence most intriguing. On the whole, so I hope, nothing gets discarded because it's faded. A missing head? I'd call that "mitigating circumstances". What's a body without its soul? This is assuming that our soul is resident in our mind, the mind being resident in our brain.

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    1. I get the meditative "me" time. That's my blogging time! You may be right about the doll -- if the head went missing first, that seems like a reasonable reason to throw it out.

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  9. I bet the owner of the black labs was out searching. Probably a hazard of garbage day.

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    1. I'm surprised they got out of wherever they were supposed to be, but maybe someone left a door or gate open. It's very uncommon to see unattended dogs wandering around London.

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  10. Kind of an ominous set of pictures - a scene of black dogs against black trash bags, a headless doll, and a mangy headrest.
    But like you, I would have worried about the fate of those loose dogs for the rest of the day.

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    1. I should have just stopped and helped them. Too little too late!

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  11. I occasionally have those nights but they are generally timed to arrive after my very early morning bathroom trip. I am always amazed at how complex something seems in the middle of the night but upon waking up the following morning, seem so trivial.

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    1. It IS weird, isn't it? I wonder if we evolved to think (worry?) more deeply about things in the middle of the night because it keeps us alert at a time when predators may be about?

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  12. Mr. Moon had a terrible night of sleep too. Anxiety is plaguing him and the middle of the night thoughts are replaying themselves over and over. I told him that you, too, had a bad night of sleep and we both laughed. Glen said, "Oh, well then. It's probably the moon or the sun or something." I think it was a little reassuring to him.
    Those doggos surely look healthy to me. Their owner will be looking for them.

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    1. And I just opened Deb's blog post (Life's Funny Like That) and her first line was, "Last night, disappointingly, I found myself unable to sleep."
      Life is funny like that, indeed!

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    2. Wow, that is SUPER weird. Sunspots! (That's what my grandfather used to blame everything on -- he was a radio operator and sunspots really DID interfere with radio signals.)

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  13. You certainly find a lot of interesting things when you are out walking, Steve. It must take you awhile to get anywhere as you stop and take photos on the way. It's fun to see what you have found, tho...

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    1. Fortunately with a phone it only takes a second to grab a picture!

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  14. I slept like a log 💤🪵 last night! However, when I can't sleep, it's usually due to a full moon!

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    1. Hmmmm...I didn't think about the moon factor. It's not full now, though, is it?

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  15. I hope the owner of those dogs showed up soon that take them in hand.
    I had a similar night like that earlier this week. I have no idea what caused it but thankfully the next night I slept well.
    My friend David has Covid right now. Hearing that made me a bit more cautious than usual. I've been avoiding crowds lately.

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    1. I hope David feels better! It's definitely going around and the people I know who have had it say it's a hard-hitting variety.

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  16. I hate those nights when I'm just inexplicably awake. Sometimes I give up & read or play a game on my phone, but most of the time I decided that being on my phone too much (the light) is what is making my brain unable to sleep.

    Love the neck pillow still life! The colors even coordinate with my outfit today (including my eyeglass topper). Ha!

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    1. Yeah, I think getting on a phone or computer actually keeps us awake. I usually try to read a book -- that puts me to sleep more quickly.

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  17. The older I get the more sleepless times I have.

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  18. Lying awake in the wee hours is always unsettling for me. Yes, the mind generally seizes on something to brood about at that hour. Those dogs are a mystery, especially since they look so healthy. And the color coordinated neck pillow, I wonder what the story is there. Good decision to let it rest where it lay!

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    1. Why is it that our brains are overactive in the early hours of the morning? So strange.

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  19. I'm sure those labs have a home, they look very well fed and you've never seen them before. I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep, but it's more common that it takes forever to fall asleep. I'm stubborn though and just lay there usually.

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    1. I'm sure they do, but why are they wandering unattended on a six-lane road?!

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  20. I'd have worried about the dogs, too. Nothing ramps up my anxiety like finding animals in a potentially bad situation and not knowing if I should call for help, or if I'm being overly- or prematurely-concerned. When it's children or the elderly or anyone else who is a human, authorities don't pooh-pooh concerned citizens.

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    1. I think the police would have taken my call seriously (if I'd made it), if only to direct me to a more appropriate agency.

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  21. Yes on the pillow ick factor but I like that doll costume. I would hesitate to mess with dogs I don't know, especially if they're eating/foraging.

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    1. I know. Labs are usually so friendly but I was hesitant.

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  22. The dogs definitely don't look like strays (I've certainly seen - and taken in - my share of those!) but I still would have been concerned seeing them unattended.

    I bet you'll sleep better tonight.

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  23. I have had a couple of those sleepless for no reason nights this week; frustrating as heck!

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  24. Dogs roaming without their owner is always concerning. Hopefully they have found their way home.
    After a restless night and tiring next day, the following night is usually a good night for sleeping.

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    1. I didn't see any evidence that they didn't make it home, so I guess that's a good sign!

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  25. I would not want a neck pillow that looks like a snake! And who knows why we spend wakeful hours when we should be asleep. Sometimes I turn on the light and read but usually I just lie there and fret over the fact that I'm not asleep.

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    1. I can't turn the light on because that will wake up Dave. I have to go lie on the couch and read, which is another barrier to taking action!

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  26. Sleepless nights used to be a rare thing for me, but they happen more often now, so I just turn on the bedside lamp and keep reading whatever book I currently have going.

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    1. I wish I could do that! Dave would wake up if I turn on the light.

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  27. Smart move on the pillow. Ick factor is a big turn off! Sorry about the exhibit . . . and about the sleep. I hope last night was a little better. (Or tonight -- I'm not sure when you wrote this -- I'm catching up). I've been having more of those nights than I like lately, too.

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